dear alia - falling in love

dear alia,


hey hooo tick a dee~ haha apekah. today, first time i kongsi payung dengan boy hahaha. jangan jeles oke sayang XD it's the moment that i actually really understand how people can fall in love by sharing an umbrella. hahaha i'm not saying me la tapi yeahh i can feel the romantic part KAHKAHKAH.


okey jangan salah faham taw. i masih lagi the queen of philophobiac hahahahaha. but i think semakin lama belajar in department geology i might be cured from that love-disease ngehngehngeh. bukan apa, boys here treat me better than our classmates dulu. sini takde double double standard. and so i am free to be friend with everybody who want me as their friend kehkehkeh. tapi jatuh cinta tu jauh lagi kot LOLOL :P


maybe there is still some trace of "his" memory inside me hukhukhuk. sampaikan bila bersembang dengan dia sampai tak ingat pon dulu dia pernah buat kesalahan besar gila. dan sebenarnya bila bergelak ketawa dengan dia dalam telefon selalu buat i tertanya-tanya "if he is mine, would thing be different?" or "would thing be different if he is mine?" hahahaha oke sama je ayat tu =,=


TAPI



tadi masa i berfikir-fikir, i dah putuskan no matter what happen after this, i dengan dia hanya akan stay as kawan je. kan kan kan. lagipun i dah ada u kehkehkeh XD i nak hidup macam ni sampai bila-bila. lagi selesa macam ni. and satu hari nanti bila i dah ada banyak duit barulah i nak jatuh cinta macam dalam drama korea hikhikhik.




hidup tanpa cinta
sengsaralah jiwa
sengketa dan dusta
yang merajai jiwa
di batasan cinta
syariat terjaga
tanpa keraguan
tanpa kesangsian


-kalimah cinta~inteam-



manusia tak boleh hidup tanpa cinta. saranghae laling<3 :P



p/s: i nak cari husband perangai macam u kuikuikui